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  • Oct. 18th, 2006 at 12:34 PM
I am just feeling so strange now. I don't really know why but its just like there is some itch in my blood i can't get rid of. sigh! nothing much to say now, apart for some random thoughts which i shall not take the time and effort to type out here as they waste lots of time. Hmmm... i sound lazy. So yupps, two random thoughts below. Ignore due to lack of understanding.

Wake Up! Stop Dreaming anymore! Things don't just change overnight you now. Even physical wounds take time to heal. Are you confused? Well, do what you should. Wake Up! You know the path laid before you and still you are not walking the straight and narrow road. Don't veer off anymore, don't. Live your life the way it was meant to be. Don't Go. Don't. This is the harsh reality but the truth must come one day. Face it. Change now and the chance will not go begging. You will not regret :)

Also, all the best Kuan Yue for your trip to Australia for exchange :) Have fun with the kangaroos :p

byez :)
and that closed a chapter in my life.

CTs - The Cold and Unfeeling

  • Oct. 16th, 2006 at 11:26 AM
That's all that needs to be said anyways... the CT just drains the juice out of your brain as you remember quotes on mercy, how to attempt to write stuff not in the chinese textbook, the different types of forests (and how to save the trees), a not-so-average guy called Percival who just,erm... caused the downfall of Singapore, etc. yea, you get the idea... so now what on earth would i be posting a night before my all important 4.0 history paper? hmm... what about something off ren yan's LJ... *food for thought*

I quote:

When you're terribly worn out from a whole day of geog (or history) mugging, 99% completed, and your world of friends have abandoned you for their beds, what would poor bored you do?


01. What is your full name??
If you are here (not) by chance, you should know...

02. What color pants are you wearing??
Green

03. What are you listening to right now??
My bro's cartoon noises... Batman (i think)

04. What are the last four digits of your phone number??
****

05. What was the last thing you ate??
Dinner. Italian Bread with Salmon Patty and Mushroom Soup.

06. If you were a crayon what color would you be??
Purple

07. Last Person You Spoke To on The Phone??
Biquan.

08. The First Thing You Notice about the Opposite Gender??
The Gender (duh)

09. Do you Like The Person Who Sent You This??
Nobody did... was feeling lame :p

10. What's Your Favourite Drink??
Milo Dinosaur??? wait, fruit juice...

11. What's Your Favourite Alcoholic Drink??
I HATE ALCOHOL

12. What's Your Favorite Sport??
Soccer/Softball

13. What's Your Hair Color??
Black

14. What's Your Eye Color??
Black

15. Do You Wear Contacts??
nope.

16. Siblings and their ages??
Brother, 12

17. Favourite Month??
December

18. Last Movie You Watched??
Signs

19. Favourite Day of the Year??
Good Friday

20.Are you too shy to ask someone out??
NO. Biquan, lets go OUT of the noisy classroom to study... :p

21. Summer or Winter??
Winter. i <3 snow

22. Hugs or Kisses??
Hugs

23. Relationships or One Night Stands??
Relationships

24. Chocolate or Vanilla??
Vanilla

25. Who is most likely to respond??
N/A

26. Who is most likely to not respond??
N/A

27. Living preferences??
Neat

28. What's on your mouse pad??
My Mouse... -_- "

9. What did you do last night??
Have Dinner/Watch "Signs"

30. Favourite flavour??
Ben and Jerry's ??

31. Can you touch your nose with your tongue??
Can you touch your tongue with your nose??

32. What inspires you??
The Life of Christ

33. Buttered/Plain/Salted Popcorn??
Buttered

34. Favourite type of car??
Low Seats, Cold Aircon :)

35. Favourite type of flower??
Rose. The most complex flower in the world...

36. How many keys are there on your key ring??
3

37. Can you juggle??
yea, those oranges during chinese new year ...

38. Can you put your toes in your mouth??
hmmm... *scratches head*

39. Do you have a crush (or a relationship)??
----

40. Name of your crush/stead??
Not applicable

41. Star Sign??
Capricon

42. Favourite Movie??
I can't rmb the title...

43. Favourite Girl & Boy??
Someone you (i) don't know

44. Ever Been Kissed By a Boy/Girl you like??
No

45. Favourite Brand?
Brand? Raffles Merchandise... lol.

46. Movies or Series??
Both. Depends.

47. Novels or short stories?
Novels.

48. Online chatting or SMS??
Online chatting

49. Shoes or barefooted?
Depends. Beach is nice :p

50. backpack or slingbag?
Slingbag.

That's my entertainment of the day... so much for the stress during CTs... byez :p
and that closed a chapter in my life.
Hiee :)

guess its not everyday that i update my livejournal at this kinda time. then again, its only at this time when i am free. hahas. anws, the last few days/weeks have been very hectic (but that wouldbe a mere understatement)... compare less than 20 hrs of sleeping time in one week and you would understand... I do feel like discussing random stuffs like North Korea or Haze but, yea, guess i'll jus stick to my agenda (and distract myself a lil if i have the time).

RIPB Elections 2006: my gut told me it would be very messy, as in the new system they conduct it in... i was right. let's look at it from another perspective, as long as it acheives its purpose, it's ok. so there. i feel lame (sry dat was totally random). maybe i shall try to sum up the candidates in as few words as possible... the sec2 GEP that is...

Ang Guo Wei: Quiet Worker - Ant
Feng Luwei: Outspoken Potential Leader - Nuclear Weapon
Liu Biquan: Small (or Biq) - Dwarf (what more can i say?)
Nigel Fong: Too complex for me - Dictionary
Kieran: Fun Leader - Rabbits (random)

Not very good comparisons i guess... anyway, i think the system to choose prefects should be revised... no offence to anyone. by the way, CTs are driving me NUTS! its really taking all my energy (even if i have no time to study) and now im feeling so tired. i know i should not be posting at this time. CTs are in 2 days!! Help!

Finally...
why must it come to this point where i lose the relationship? i feel like a fool following the wrong path cuz of the actions of you. can you stop being a hypocrite and start acting like what you should be? so much for a guide... i feel like a tsunami, totally washed over. turmoil? maybe not so. i can pull myself together, i guess. im not so weak. too many years of sustainment have all come down to this, why? i only live to question myself and the faith i am standing firm in. God help me.

Cheryl Chen used to say "backslide and die..." how true is that? think about it.
and that closed a chapter in my life.

Sep. 29th, 2006

  • 10:56 PM
Poll #833006 Day or Night?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 3

Which is Better: Day or Night?

View Answers

Day
2 (66.7%)

Night
1 (33.3%)

and that closed a chapter in my life.

Long Overdue ...

  • Sep. 29th, 2006 at 10:21 PM
Agenda of Post

1 Inter-Class Soccer
2 MoV Drama
3 RE Finals
4 Projects
5 FM 2005
6 Me :)

1. Inter-Class soccer was so saddening... the referees were horrible and the rules kept being bent. that's why i got so fustrated during our semi-final against 2B. thomas oh honestly dosen't know how to referee properly (no offence to him)... basically, the some referees made a joke out of the competition itself and to people who study and learn rules like me, it's no longer a joke. whats done is done nevertheless, we lost to 2B 3-0 (i felt we only deserved a 1-0 loss). then along comes to 3rd and 4th placing and we concede a VERY disputable goal. hmm... i was pretty sure the ball hit the outside post then deflected out near the side netting (if there was any net in the first place) but the goal was given anwhows. protest. anger. cry. sad. i got over it. no point crying over spilt milk it how i put it to myself. maybe i'll just make sure they train referees next year. i myself must work harder, maybe train and train... sighz. 4th is no bad actually.

2. MoV drama is finally over! *hugh sigh*... wow, although our sound got problems (no thanks to lawis koh) it went really well. 2K people: if we win i'll buy all of you a treat... u can quote this if you want to hold me to my promise :) oral defense rawked lor. totally was the best among all 6 class (in my opinion) i shall now comment on all the other classes.

2J simple, not many props, a lil dull, sounds were crapped up, oral defense was ok.
2L rawked, actors were the best, props were good (maybe too many tho), oral defense ok.
2M actors can't act, lights and sounds got problem, stage was messy, oral defense hmmm.
2P good, ms chia came to watch, actors are good as well as adaptation, oral defense ok.
2Q no adaptation, actors were good (most anyway), good oral defense.

i hope the results will turn out this way (best to least): K L P Q M J
i think the resluts will turn out this way( ''): L K P Q J M
calculating the rubrics, i think it will be : L/K, L/K, P Q M J (interesting stuff!)

3. RE finals today was okay. i mixed up some words but that was minor. whoa! it lasted till 215. 2 plus hours of life in the LT... luwei's group won, no surprise. nothing much to comment on anyways.

4. I am like head full into homework. my "america vs germany", geog PT, drama portfolio (hope to hit 10K words)... i certainly am very busy... argh!! i hope all goes well in the next week as it is the crunch week for me. in order for me to get my 4.0 for literature, i need to get close to full marks for the drama portfolio!! i hope for the science project to pull up my marks too man if not then i may drop to 3.6 !!

5. i just got addicted to FM 2005 again... me playing with wigan now and i got like the strangest players around... this time decided to shop for player with only about 2 million of the 5 mil plus budget wigan had and now, this is my squad:

GK: John Filan
LB: Leighton Baines
CB: Simon Walton
CB: Emerson Thome
RB: Graham Murty
LM: Aaron Lennon
CM: E Petit
CM: Jimmy Bullard
RM: Collins Kazim-Richards
ST: Lee Trundle
ST: Jason Roberts

hahas. this is basically it :)

6. Me! hmmm... what should i say. i think i should talk about all my personal feelings... they may be random. here goes.

- GEP should continue
- moving to the raja block is horrible
- 5 floors is too many floors to climb each day
- i love ice cream
- high-scoring sleague matches rock
- bishan library rocks
- i am feeling confused
- something i am not happy with is bugging me now.
- final fantasy is nice.
-biq is small?
- the campaign were not as nice as last year.
- save the trees ... lol.
- i got a mini theo today.
- i want a new handphone.
- my leg hurts...
- i feel like going down for PTM tomorrow.
- i am hungry.
- i am going for CO concert. go too :)

seems like so much random stuff i can post... check back next time to find out more !

byez.
and that closed a chapter in my life.

Me, MoV and the Semi-Finals ...

  • Sep. 19th, 2006 at 7:00 PM
Sigh ...I really felt that my blog was dying, decided to try something new and *claps* here is my new livejournal! Actually i am just updating now to try an see if the template is nice cuz i am really busy now with MoV (portfolio and stuff) and some others misc. things coming up to prepare for. I'll see if i feel like tonight, then i'll go and update more.

On a sidenote, we are into the semi-finals of the interclass! Whee! (cheng kiat nelson) i really didn't expect such a smooth ride but 2B will be a stern test for us on thursday i am sure :) like the challenge! anws, i found a new position i like really much . Miao !
and that closed a chapter in my life.

My Sacrifice

I place these things
Into your hands
I give them up
To honour you
My pledge
My Sacrifice

* Im Living A Life 4 My King*

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